It is such a lie when a girl seeing other girls who are better than herself not feeling anything. She must feel something inside that tells her, " Why aren't you as good as her?" "Why aren't you wearing like her?" "Why aren't you as beautiful as her?"
I, frankly speaking, as girl, admit that I feel the same way too. Seeing someone who is better than myself in everything that she does. Seeing someone who is better than myself in covering aurah. Seeing someone who gets the chance to be someone in tarbiyah & da'wah.
Who says that I'm not trying? I'm trying and struggling to ensure myself staying steadfast on this journey. It is not that easy.
"It is not that complicated actually though. You've just got to surrender your heart to Allah, and let Him take a good care."Yes. I do admit this. This this this.
"Well, it is a good thing for you actually, to feel that way. Without realizing it, you are just getting better"
But till when do I need to feel this way? I'm just tired to keep holding on.
"Be patient. La takhaf wa la tahzan. Innallah ma'ana"
"This world is a struggle. Jannah is the award for those who struggle in this Dunya. The sweetness of Jannah.. imagine it"I need someone who gets me. That would be interesting.
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