"Nothing Good Happens After 2"

This is one of the episodes in How I Met Your Mother Season 1. Well, I've been watching this series ever since it was being on air on Star World but I was not that fanatic like you know, the one who must not miss the episode every time it is on the TV. I watched it when I was free. That's all. What I like about this series is the scripts that they use do make sense. Especially when it comes to Barney Stinson's part. Though ironically, Neil Patrick Harris is not that inspiring outside the studio. ( you know what I mean)

To be surprised, most words that they use in the scripts are relatable to our lives. One of them is "When I am sad, I stop being sad, and be awesome instead." I know right? It does sound motivating and cool. Ahaha. And another one is, "Happiness is not that hard. People make it hard."

Regardless the censored parts, HIMYM is very fascinating to be watched. After almost 8 years watching it, we still don't know who the mother is. Haha. Ted Mosby, you're cunning. You banged almost every girl in New York then only you found the most perfect girl who you can make her as your wife, huh? Tsk tsk. Pity those girls. :p Lol emotional pulak aku.

Well. We put aside this awesomeness about HIMYM for a while. Now what I want to point out here is nothing good happens after 2. Yes. Been there, done that. Allah had made night time for us to sleep and to relax ourselves from being stressed out. Kalau yang studi tu lain cerita ah. What I mean here is no good decision (yang related dengan perasaan) will be made at this hour. 

Perasan tak. Idk maybe it is only me who feels this way. But wild thoughts of mind tend to wander at this hour and I always put myself at a bad mood. Eventually, I likely spend my time thinking this and that. Wondering what would happen if I didn't make that step, what would happen if I didn't choose this way yadda yadda. You know all that stuffs which may sicken you when you think of em. 

Yeah. Indeed. Nothing good happens after 2 UNLESS you spend your time to spill everything in your sujood, zikr. Yeap. Luahkan segala keresahan kepada Dia. The one who understands you every single time. He made us of course He will take care of us as long as you still believe and have faith in Him.

Post ini sebenarnya pesanan kepada diri aku sendiri ah. Aku tak tuju kat siapa-siapa. Melainkan ada yang tengah baca ni nak ambil teladan dan pedoman, terserah. Motif utama aku tulis ni memang untuk diri aku. Perkongsian dari aku yang mungkin sedikit sebanyak akan memberi manfaat kepada anda semua. Barangkali.

Pesanan buat diri. Don't think too much till you soak yourself in an ocean of wonders and negativities. It is uncool and you're going to be depressed all the time. And you're gonna make nothing good. Instead you're going to disappoint your own self and boleh jadi orang lain pun akan naik menyampah dengan diri hang. (ni satu lagi masalah aku, suka fikir apa yang akan orang fikir terhadap aku) 

Pesanan buat diri aku lagi. Kalau rasa unbearable sangat, bentang tikar sejadah. Ambil wudhu', pakai telekung and start praying. You know kan no one can satisfy you that much except Allah. Kita takkan pernah forever alone. And you know kan, benda yang kita desire sangat tu boleh kita mohon kepada Allah. Hati itu kan milik Allah. Allah yang membuatkan hati itu begerak. Dengan izinNya, semua bisa terjadi.

And I think that's all for now. Maybe macam tergantung tapi tu je lah yang aku mampu tulis setakat ni. Assalamualaikum.

The Eternal Happiness Can Never be Found in Any Falsehood

"Have faith, my dear heart. Have faith in Allah, for only He can fill the void in my heart. Only He can make my heart soft and grant me the strength to go through life, one day at a time."

The Wisdom Seeker

“Every place I have ever visited changed my life in some way, either spiritually, emotionally or intellectually. Isn’t that the point of travel?”

-Anonymous

And I've Been Realized from My Nightmare

"Otak saya dah sembelit nak baca segala bagai ni. Tak dapat nak masuk dah. Lagi baca, lagi sembelit. :x"

"Oh.. Itu bermaksud, adik tengah galau. Jangan galau, dik. Ambil wudhu', tenangkan fikiran. Insha Allah."

***

"I've been thinking this lately. Why  can't I feel the same thing like others feel? Like you know, having boyfriend? And you know, it is a norm for us to feel love and want to be loved, right? Why I can't?"

"Dear, I know what you feel.. Tipu sangatlah kalau kita tak rasa macam nak jugak rasa yang orang lain rasa kan? Tapi kan, you told me this before. Dunia ni kan permainan. Memang temptation nak buat itu ini. And you also told me before kan, yang attachment to people leads to disappointment sebab manusia ni kan tak dapat nak memenuhi apa yang kita hasratkan melainkan Dia. Kan? You were the one who told me before. I know you're strong. I know you can face all these."

"Hmm.. Betul.. Tapi.. Jiwa manusia... Nak rasa benda-benda macam tu.. Tak dapat nak dihalang.."

"Dear, this is what you told me before. Kuatkan diri dengan tahajud. Ingat tak dulu kat Matrik dulu? How did you strengthen yourself? I really adore you, how you lead your life depending only on Him. And not to any people."

"But I feel empty nowadays. Tak da usrah nak join."

"Usrah? You were once naqibah kan. dear. Buatlah satu kalau takda. I know you can do it."

Air mata mengalir.

"But I don't feel that I am that strong. I need more. I want to be a mad'u instead of dai'e. I have lots of flaws."

"Dear, siapa ja yang tkda flaws? In fact, I have more. You were so strong dear. Believe in yourself, takkan sebab satu benda temptation tu, habis kita loose momentum untuk menjadi abid kepada Dia? Dear, teruskan apa yang you have done all this while."

Air mata mengalir lagi deras.

"Dear, we are together in this. You are my sahabat. You were there when I needed you. You remind me all of these. I am really thankful to Allah for knowing you. You don't have to be sad. Smile! = )"

"Thanks, sister. You made me realized. Hmm.. I think I've gotta go. Wanna make ablution and perform salah"

"Let's tahajud together! I love you dear! Don't forget me here okay? I will never forget you!"

"You are always in my prayer. May Allah bless us. Let's ( ':"

****

"Brother, what says you about "bercinta sebelum nikah"? Cause from what I see, people around me seem to think and act that it is okay to have a relationship before marriage. And you know, we might feel we want to.."

"Tough question, dik. But may I know kenapa macam tiba-tiba ja tanya pasal ni?"

"I don't know, maybe because I've been thinking this lately."

"Haa. Ada minat kat siapa-siapa ka ni? Hehehe"

"Hmm. Ni macam tukar topik ja dah ni -.-"

"Hehe. Jangan lah marah. Cuma bercanda aja ni."

"Hah tak pa tak pa, teruskan dengan jawapan anda. What says youuu?"

"Actually kalau dari pandangan diri sendiri , kalau nak berpacaran tu tak salah .tapi kalau dgn niat yg betul. niat yg betul tu at least ada perancangan yg lebih jauh mcm nak bertunang or kahwin dgn org yg kita suka tu . tp ada eloknya kenal hati budi masing2 dgn sebaiknya then taklah couple2 ,tp terus tunang .tp while studying especially the early years tu tak perlu lah difikirkan lg kan . sbb perjalanan tu masih panjang. at least time dekat2 nak grad ke apa ,boleh la fikirkan hal2 mcm tu . sbb obviously lepas hbs belajar tu mesti semua ada perancangan nak kahwin kan. tp apa2pun , kalau nak kenali sorang wanita/laki2 yg penting kena pandai jaga maruah diri dan batas2 pergaulan sehingga semuanya jadi halal dan sah"

***

And it feels like bam..... on your face.

Tired of Pleasing Other People

Somehow I can say, I would just move along like I know what awaits me. 

This is What I Exactly Feel Right Now. Thank You, Bro.

I don't know what to say buy you just made me feel like an idiot.